Still standing

Running sucks today. It's hot, my shins hurt, and I'm exhausted.

But I did it anyway... and it sucked. But my evening is relaxed now and all the major stress of the day is not burying me in anger!

I am angry still, don't get me wrong. Everything is a little on edge to say the least. But I have refrained the urge to kill today and am still standing. Others, maybe not so much, but I am.

Sometimes that is as all you get... and it gives you greater appreciation for tomorrow.

In pain,
Beth